Is this really a meme? Tell me about your day!

[auntmo9]

Stolen from letsgokomets (okay, not really stolen, because the rules say I had to do it...and I am so all about following the rules....)

I'm running a test to see who's reading my posts. So, if you read this, leave me a one-word comment about your day that starts with the third letter of your LJ USERNAME. Only one word please. Then re-post so I can leave a word for you. Don't just post a word and not copy - that's not as much fun!

Comments

[auntmo9.livejournal.com]

I don't think anyone, including your tutors and teachers think you are a slacker.I think if they did, the conversation would have been much different. The pressure is more from yourself than anywhere
else,and I totally get that.

And you're right; you don't have to be 100% alright yet.

[princess-aleera.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I agree. She very clearly told me that no one thinks I'm a slacker, though a couple of them are afraid I'll get burned out. Which is a cute thought, that they care. And she asked why I hadn't told them about my notebook problems, and I said that really, it's my problem isn't it? Because I didn't always pay attention in the class before Melanie either. And she was like "no, no acctually this is our problem." And I was like O.o

So yeah. It's strange. I'm so used to my Mom being the person to push me on, so when she's not here I guess I've started... overcompensating? So I won't be thrown off the course. An odd thought, since I'm quite lazy. O.o

(How are you holding up these ays anyway, honey? <3 )

[auntmo9.livejournal.com]

*whistles innocently while shuffling back and forth*

Yeah, I guess I shouldn't threaten to pull out the mom voice when I am working a ton myself. But we are trying to start up new homes right now and I am getting at least eight hours of sleep.

I am in a limbo in a lot of ways right now. I feel like I have been able to write a little again, and connect, or re-connect with some people again. But others things feel like they are on hold, and I can't really put a finger on what those are...but they are there,somehwere.

[princess-aleera.livejournal.com]

Hahaha, we're all hypocrites. *pets*

And I do get eight-ten hours of sleep, I just... have a tendency to be up for 16-20 hours BEFORE I get those hours of sleep. So I'm sensing that's where the problem lies. XD

Hm. well, it's good to hear that you seem to be moving forward a little. Stuff like this takes an annoyingly long time to fix, and sometimes we can't do it ourselves. If you start feeling like everything's too much and just spinning down, I suggest you contact someone. I've gotten an incredible amount of help from my psychologist over the last four weeks- one month has done more than six years in my own brain managed. *hugs*